(=,=)

bismillahhirrahmannirrahim,,,

a very long journey to achieve at this point,,
many obstacles,,
im pround,, it end up like this.. i can endure all these with the help of Allah,,,
have many best friend are better,, if 'we' more than that,,it might be give a bad ending..
the journey is still long... this is not the time to think such thing..
choose the right way,, right thing,,
to be cont'd

life is toooo short ~~~

bismillahirrahmannirrahim..


i have no idea on what i should write right now...
but there is something deep in my heart,, hidden,, unknown,,
i learnt something,, it may not very important,, but has great meaning,,
it is very important to hide our sadness..
smile,, even it is the hardest part,,, even,, it  hurt deep inside,, very hurt,,
something that we like,, maybe can not be the thing that we will always like,,,
it can be the one that we hate the most...
how to explain bout it,, i dont know,,
it is very hard,,, 
i just want to be a strong person,,,
i dont want to know how to cry,, how to get angry,,, how to feel sad,,
i just want to know how to smile in the hardest condition,,,
im sorry because have to be so 'plastic'...
it was not a menace for me,, but i will take it as a compliment,,,
to be the one who always felt offended, being compared with others who are more perfect,, look down,,
too common for a person like me,,
with my 'big' heart,, i accept it with the happiest feeling..
thanks a lot,, :)
life is to short to make everything perfect... 

salam..
 p/s.. broken english,,

dalam paru-paru,,ada stadium

bismillahirrahmannirrahim......
 dan bersarang labah2 rupenya blog ni,,, lame beno tak update....
macam busy sgat jek kat intec... padahal tak buat kerja ponnnn,,,, he3,,
today,,, already 3 months and 7 days i became an intec student..
soooo many many many things happen......
antara paling diingati,,,,
berbuka puase beramai2 di kedai makan... tapi the day bfore the break fast,, AHLONG kat kelas dah mengganas sebab mintak duet untuk bayar makan,,, dengan hati yang terkujat,, bayar la rm13... dalam hati yang tulus ini mgatakan,, mahal mak bapak,, makan ape sorg sampai rm13,,, cekik darah, haemoglobin, whitebloodcell dan yang seangkatan dengan nyer,,,, bila break fast nyer dan tiba,,, dengan mulut ternganga,,, WAU!!!! byak giler makanan.... kenyang tahap tak ingat,, leh 5kali tambah untuk bekalan 7 hariii... tak sia2 byar mhal2,,, nceb baek best,, lau tak memg dah kene sekel dah pmilik restoran itu,,,

sebelum: muke sume tak sabo nk makan,,

selepas: masing2 dah kenyag amat,, senym kenyang

dan habis puase,, yeayeaa,,, RAYA TIME!!! spesel for this year,,, the eid was the same day with the MERDEKA,,,, so,, for this year,, my family had chose the baju raye based on the theme of merdaka,,, yellow...

MODEL merdekaraya,,,

this year nyer bju raye seperti tertera di atas,, 1 pamily same,, macam nak g rewang keje kawin umah peah,,ha2,,, wat bju kendarat,,pon boleh,,, agak tidak merasa seperti beraya tahun ni,, sebab cuti yang sekejap dan umur yang meningkat sehingga menyebabkan semakin ramai org yang berpikir 50kali untuk bagi aku dwet raye,, saya tak kawin lagi laaaaaa,,, the best 'event' this year for hari raya,, 'HARI STOMACHACHE SEDUNIA'... pas kenyang jek makan ketupat, rendang dan yang seangkatan dengannyer,,, masing2 berlari 100 meter ke toilet untuk 2 hari bertutur2,, lau masuk kne bayar 20sen,, cnpm,, dapat beli kereta gune duet tu,,,,ha2... motif nyer,, tido basuh kaki,,,

pastu,, sebelum melangkah balik ke intec,, sempat lagi wat reunion ke rumah cikgu2 sekolah menegah,,, jejak kasih la konon nyer,,,he3,, plan nyer macam 20 lebih akan datang,, tapi yg datang nyerrrr,,,,emmmm,,, lagi ramai,,, ala2 1 bas..... yang cume ade 14 org pnumpang,,,, sume menagis2 dan berpeluk2 sebab rindu lame giler tak jumpe,,, bru bape bulan jek sebenarnyer,,, ha2,, PALING WAT MENAGIS,, BILE RAMAI KATE BADAN MAKIN NAIK,, ON NO! saya comel jek,,ha2.. btw,, best moment la jugak,, dapat raye same2.. 

ahli-ahli rombongan cik kiah

insan2 comel~~

dah beraya tak ingat nak balik rumah,,, dah malam baru nak balik,, naceb tak kne backhand dan denda tido di luar,,ha2,, 

in conclusion,, raya tahun ni best,, and pengalaman baru beraya sebagai pelajr U,,ha2,, konon