Assalamualaikum,,
Alhamdulillah,, after a few hectic weeks, at last i manage to update this blog.
yesterday was my IELTS speaking exam, and again, Alhamdulillah,, I'm very grateful,, because Allah help me and my friends. Everything went smoothly,, We are done with our parts and we rely on Allah for the another part.
Ya Allah,, please help my friends and I.. Help us. Give us the best result insyaallah,, give us the opportunity to fly to Ireland and become a doctor,, a doctor that can help to spread the Islam and to help others.
For next week,, there will be more IELTS exams for listening, reading and writing. Perhaps, Allah will help to ease our path, and help us to give the very best performance during the examinations. We only rely on U, Ya Allah after we have tried our best. Amin..
But, somehow,, I'm not really sure what happens to my heart. I cant stay calm., I keep on thinking about bad things. Is it because of my sins? or it is because of other things?? I'm still looking for the reason. Something wrong happens with my heart. I want my life back when i'm in secondary school,, where i can felt the sincerity in everything i did and calmness. Ya Allah,, please help me.. I can't stay like this.. I dont know what happen.. Help me to find the reason and help me to go through all these obstacles.. Help me to stay calm ya Allah.. amin :'(
