yeahhhhhhhhhhh,, this is the best time,, sem break,, after a very extremely hectic sem that filled with exams, test, interview and all those complicated stuff and ,, alhamdulillah,, everything was just fine,, with guidance from Allah,, you dont have to worry,, just try your best and rely on Allah.. InshaAllah,, everything will be fine..
Remembering the moment,, a few months before SPM,, as a studeant,, who dont really like to read books and all the facts2 stuff,, it's quite hard for me to absorb and understand the science subjects =.=
yes,, 'they' are soo hard to be understood.. huh.. i call my self as lampi,, haha,, not really lampi,, just a little bit..
and the worst part was,, when I have to read Chemistry book for a few times to understand all the facts and small2 thing,,, puih2,, susah kot benda alah pelik2 tu nak dissolve dlm otak ku yang ada neurone yang kecik2 ni,, haishhhh,, 10mins were more than enough to cause my cerebrum to become a spider web,, then,, treatment terbaik ialah tidur,, haha.. yes,, normal la untuk student yang cintakan buku ni,,
then,, the worse part than the worst was when,, i almost cry due to the 'why chemistry is so hard for me'.. not almost,, but i cried,, haha,, malu wei,, ko nak jdi doctor pastu ngat nak ambik pendidikan jasmani je ke peah oi,, klau xnk bljar chmistry baik masuk masterchef je,,
tak nak,, nak tak nak,, do it again and again,, nak nages mcam orang mati laki pon xpela,, janji bukunya dibaca sampai paham,, Alhamdulillah,, i have such a loving and caring lovely mother who was willing to accompany her little cute younger daughter macam i ni,, i'm so glad to have u my mother,, ^ _^
ok,, jiwang jap,, haha,,
to cut the story (bhase ikot sedap),, after read, cry, read, cry, sleep, sleep, sleep,, Alhamdulillah,, Allah looked at my effort,, just a simple and small2 effort,, InshaAllah will be counted by Allah,. He gave me a good result in SPM which i dont even expect till now.. *_* Rasa nak buat kenduri 10 hari tgok result,, xsangka peah oiii.. Alhamdulillah,, nak nages pon ada jugak,, sedih terharu weiii,, sapa nak bagi rezeki macam tu,, hanya Allah yang mampu.. :')
So,, after this long story with so many errors here and there.. (lantak la,, blog i kot,,),, what we can do is,, try our best with the A* effort and the flying colour of patience and tawakal plus with super bombastic prayers to Allah. And perhaps, for my A-level togethergether with my friends,, we caan get A* for all subjects, pass the interview, fly to Ireland and become a MUSLIM DOCTOR for ISLAM!!!
AMIN *-*
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